1. |
Flying Higher
05:16
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I’m a Nobody with a capital N
I’m a half-assed rockstar-wannabe
I’m the favourite joke of women, I’m the anti-musician stereotype
I am the nonsense that you contemn
I am the child of no man’s land
You’re trying to break my wings off, people
But I’m flying higher
I’m repressed by liars, preachers, whores and vampires
But I’m flying higher
I’m a lower-case Jesus Christ
I’m the voodoo doll, the despised
If I’m that nobody that we all see, why you all want me to fall?
You all know that my mouth is a gun
And I wanna have some fun
I was born to be loser, but now I’m dying
I’ll be your nightmare in a brand new being
I realize everything has encompassed in my head
I’ll be your worst trip you’ve ever had
I’m flying higher
I’m flying higher
You’re trying to break my wings off, people
But I’m flying higher
I’m repressed by liars, preachers, whores, and vampires
But I’m flying higher
Everything that you think is yours against me
Is turning to nothing
My wish to could be a winner like you withered
Cause now you wanna be me
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2. |
Express Cocksucker
03:31
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I see a man kneeling down for grace
He lives inside me, has my face
Perpetually doing shit to see me fall
Between my legs I feel a pussy, I have no balls
I saw a man kneeling down for grace
He lived inside me, had my face
Perpetually doing shit to see me fall
Between my legs I felt a pussy, I had no balls
Hey, motherfucker stand up, hands up
I now know what you are and I’m gonna fuck you up
Hey, motherfucker stand up, hands up
I now know what you are and I’m gonna kill you off
Shivers like a little girl,
Who feels Daddy from the inside
I-I-I wanna appeal to you,
So I sell my soul to you
I fall in love with all who go down on me
Love’s never been so distorted before
My heart, my soul is on a tray for all the trendy ones
Who wanna taste me, wanna make me crack up?
Fuck!
Peel off your eyes
See where you are!
Don’t you feel the pain in your knees
Down on the ground? What the fuck?
Oh, don’t you see that guy’s not your friend, that girl’s not your lover?
Cause you’re only their express cocksucker
Shivers like a little girl,
Who feels Daddy from the inside
I-I-I wanna appeal to you,
So I sell my soul to you
Shivered like a little girl
Who felt Daddy from the inside
I-I-I wanted to appeal to you
So I sold my soul to you
I sell my soul to get some more love
I sell my soul for approval
I sold my soul to get some more love
I sold everything for nothing at all
Shivers like a little girl,
Who feels Daddy from the inside
I-I-I wanna appeal to you,
So I sell my soul to you
Shivered like a little girl
Who felt Daddy from the inside
I-I-I wanted to appeal to you
So I sold my soul to you
Hey, motherfucker stand up, hands up
I know now what you are and I’m gonna fuck you up
Hey, motherfucker stand up, hands up
I know now what you are and I’m gonna kill you off
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3. |
Inquisition Playhouse
06:16
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You’ll get this bullet and I…
I’ll get this bullet too
I’ll put it into action
And you’re the trigger I pull
I’ll be the nigger the whole world hates
And blames for violence, drugs, and AIDS
I’ll be the racist gay-hater too
If I do well what I do
Oh, oh, oh, my God – you say,
But what you say is only
Your ancient vacant prayer
By your mother nature
You say that I’m profane
I say your faith’s just a gain
It shows you’re a perfect piece in the puzzle
Hypocrites play with the Bible
Come on, let’s play some inquisition
Death and circuses! Say
I am vicious, I know I’m unpleasant
But people need their Arch Enemy
Welcome
To the Inquisition Playhouse
Practically made up
Welcome
To the Inquisition Playhouse
Traditionally built up by lies
I got the rock and I’m
Stronger than money, cause I
Bring up your children
Instead of you with my
Pure words you try to twist
I get pissed off with 666
Written onto my forehead
With christian blood and jewish fingers
But I’m not the one who makes war
I’m not the one who destroys his home
My soul is not for rent
By the ones who have power at the moment
You’ll get this bullet and I…
I’ll get this bullet too
I’ll put it into action
I know well what I do
Welcome
To the Inquisition Playhouse
Practically made up
Welcome
To the Inquisition Playhouse
Traditionally built up by lies
Come on, let’s play some inquisition
Death and circuses! Say
I am vicious, I know I’m unpleasant
But people need their Arch Enemy
Come on, let’s play some inquisition
Bread and circuses and blood and everything that you want!
Say I’m vicious, I know I’m unpleasant
But people need their Arch Enemy, they need someone to hunt
For money politicians make war
For money politicians sell the home
For money people forget all the thorns
Everywhere I look I see only whores
Where are politicians who dare to tell the truth?
Where is the media that doesn’t make us abused?
Where are the people who wanna use their eyes and mouth?
Where are our rifles when authority with their guns wanna make us shut up?
Is there anybody who can’t be fucked with fears and money?
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4. |
Make a Gun
04:35
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I am the emblem
Of the word „goddamn”
I’m not a motherfucking rebel
I’m the synonym of Satan
I’m adept in bloodshed
So what would you call me?
Am I a national hero or just a terrorist?
Violation!
Don’t be the candyassed
Violation!
It’s all about self-defense
Violation!
Can I see your gun?
Violation!
The game has begun.
(Kill the shepherd and stop being a sheep…)
Make a gun!
Make a gun!
Come on, let’s make a gun!
Make a gun!
I’ll be the trigger, you’ll be the hammer
I was a little girl tremblin’ with fear
And fuckin’ drowned in my own tears
Daddy came with the belt, his dick’s in the hand
And yelled „Don’t be afraid, I’m your friend”
My piss on the floor was a giveaway
And I just cried and prayed
To a god that never helped me, never let me be a child…
One hit, two hits, one more, and more and more hits
„Oh, my God! It hurts!’
With a huge cock in your throat it’s hard to be a normal girl.
God moves in mysterious ways – they say
My way is fuckin simple:
I load a bullet to hear you cry and pray.
Make a gun!
Make a gun!
Come on, let’s make a gun!
Make a gun!
I’ll be the trigger, you’ll be the hammer
See what we have become
What a pretty pistol we are
Make a gun!
Make a gun!
Come on, let’s make a gun!
Make a gun!
I’ll be the trigger, you’ll be the hammer
I’ll be the trigger, you’ll be the hammer
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5. |
The Messenger
01:26
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Here’s the unpleasant megaphone of the world under pseudo-reality
Here’s the bang, the boom, the hanky-panky that opens up your brain
Fills it with hate… Fills it with fury… Fills it with psychosomatic AIDS
To see what I see and feel the way I feel… this kind of rotting
Here’s your Jesus Christ you can admire, you can betray,
you can crucify, you can worship, you can be in love with,
you can compliment your mutilated souls with… you can live and die for...
Here’s the Messenger… Here I am…
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6. |
Here I Am
04:27
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I found my path, it leads me to the opposite of the beaten way,
But don’t worry, I won’t forget your morals, I’ll always remember they're all I need to throw away
Now I’m gonna show you something you would never be
Come on, wa-wa-watch me and hate what you see
Now you can get to know the face behind the mask
I’ll never do it the way they expect, but do it the best
If I have to be, OK, I’ll be your voodoo doll
I face the consequences of rise and fall
If they hate me anyway, let me be hated for my rock and roll
And not for being a whore
Here I am to fuck you all
I’ll be the thorn in your eyes
And here I am for all the ones
Who don’t wanna live with lies
I-I-I-I could be your messiah and your arch-enemy too
I just keep doing my things and don’t really care about what it means to you
You need the evidence that I am safety
I need the feeling no one can control me
I don’t have a share in doing your shit and I won’t back off
So I’ve got only one question: why don’t you fuck off?
If I have to be, OK, I’ll be your voodoo doll
I face the consequences of rise and fall
If they hate me anyway, let me be hated for my rock and roll
And not for being a whore
Here I am to fuck you all
I’ll be the thorn in your eyes
And here I am for all the ones
Who don’t wanna live with lies
How is it that whatever role I play
Only makes me hated by someone anyway?
What does it feel like to wait
For someone with money to get you laid?
I say no, I won’t play this game
I wanna say thanks to purifying me with all the hate
Here I am to fuck you all
I’ll be the thorn in your eyes
And here I am for all the ones
Who don’t wanna live with lies
Ver. 2:
Here I am and here I stick
There’s no one who could erase me nor kill me
I’ll stay the stabbing pain in their eyes
I’ll stay the haunting scar that never heals
Here I am
Yeah, yeah, here I am
Here I am
Yeah, yeah, here I am so that you can blame me
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7. |
The Big Magician
03:58
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Hey, Big Magician
Show me some tricks of you
Show me the best you can
I want to be like you
I eat your perfect smile every day
Take me away
Somewhere, over the rainbow
To the land of the snow, that’s not cold
It will never melt away, no
I see the things ooze away in your hands
I always wonder where the rabbit disappears from the hat?
I see your lolly-lolly-lollypop far cry from anything else
Please, give me a lick of it, and I’ll be the happiest little girl in Wonderland!
I’m your fan
Big, Big Magician
Is this really you?
They call you „fuckin’ pervert fag” –
But I still believe in you
Is there enough love
To keep you alive here?
I see the things ooze away in your hands
I always wonder where the rabbit disappears from the hat?
I see your lolly-lolly-lollypop far cry from anything else
Please, give me a lick of it, and I’ll be the happiest little girl in Wonderland!
I’m your fan
Just one more trick, just one more trip
Drawn hearts on my teeny chest
Once a time when I close my eyes
They may become scars you left
One more trick, one more trip
I’m your fan
Just one more time when I close my eyes
T-T-Take me to your land
I’m your fan, I’m your fan
I’m your fan, I’m your fan
I’m your fan, I’m your fan
I’m your fan, I’m yours
I see the things ooze away in your hands
I always wonder where the rabbit disappears from the hat?
I see your lolly-lolly-lollypop far cry from anything else
Please, give me a lick of it, and I’ll be the happiest little girl in Wonderland!
I’m your fan
I'm your fan
The happiest little girl in Wonderland
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8. |
Easy Cum, Easy Go
04:40
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What did you want from me?
And what did you get?
I didn’t say it would make you happy,
I told you you’d never forget
Did I kill your idol?
Now you can see I’m only an asshole
Why the fuck are you staring at me?
Get dressed and go away
It's easy cum, easy go
It’s all easy cum, easy go
When I try to feel your kiss,
I can feel only emptiness
Say you’ve got feelings
And tell one more lie
Say that you love me
Play this game ’til we die
It’s easy cum, easy go
To become deaf emotionally
Easy cum, easy go
To be blinded emotionally
Easy cum, easy go
To be dumb emotionally
Easy cum, easy go
Go, go, go
I don’t know what I want from you,
Inside you’re just a hoover
But I wanna be absorbed into you
Your body’s like a magnet
To see with your eyes
It means to be blind
To feel with your heart
It means to be 1 times 1
When I try to feel your kiss,
I can feel only emptiness
But when I penetrate you then your lips
Call me to kiss to share this
Nothing inside you
Say you’ve got feelings
And tell one more lie
Say that you love me
Play this game ’til we die
I’m in love with the holes in your soul
And with the holes in your body
I’m in love with the hole you call „heart”
(It’s easy cum, easy go)
Say you’ve got feelings
And tell one more lie
Say that you love me
Play this game ’til we die
It’s easy cum, easy go
It’s all easy cum, easy go
Go, go, go
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9. |
Kiss of the Muse
05:58
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On this trip
I’m unable to see
But I feel her all the more
Under my skin
Sweet virgin lips touch me
I'll never have enough of this raping
For that minute I am her and she is me
It’s too late to awaken
I marked her body with my dirty hands and mouth
A part of me was dying in the mirror of her eyes
I feel I'm shedding my mortified wings
I feel white lily-fingers on my face to waste
I feel my existence become something destructive
But I can’t escape from this rape I’m addicted to her
She’s only fifteen yeah, yeah, yeah
She’s only fifteen
She’s only fifteen with the skin of a new-born angel
Our nudity’s
Something disorderly
For the world
For the world that killed our purity
I dress her in soiled shreds
Her beauty becomes artwork
In this wedding dress I
Made for her
I will infect her with my festering wounds
She’ll be my vicious bride, as if I’d created her from my sins.
Fallen angels everywhere around us
Dried up tears for the death of love
I feel I'm shedding my mortified wings
I feel white lily-fingers on my face to waste
I feel my existence become something destructive
But I can’t escape from this rape I’m addicted to her/to my Muse
With only one kiss
We got our ticket to Hell
For all the godless ones
We got our ticket to Hell
I’m so disgusting
With her blond hair in my hand
Just like a painting of
The dying innocence
We got our ticket to Hell
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10. |
Who Am I?
03:56
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There’s a war inside of me
Now I’m right where I wanted to be,
But I don’t feel that I should stay here.
My fears are overcoming me,
I have angst, a desire for something
That I can’t name, but it fills up me,
And time is ticking.
Tick, tick, tick, tick
Tick, tick, tick, tick
With every single moment
I feel this tick coming closer
And there is no way back
It will take away everything I have
Who the fuck am I?
Can’t find myself among
The many dozen photocopies
Fade away in the crowd of faces
That should all be me
Touch my dirty little hand
And help me understand
How I got into this state
Of being half asleep?
Who the fuck am I?
Can’t find myself among
The many dozen photocopies
Fade away in the crowd of faces
That should all be me
Who am I?
Can’t find myself among
The many dozen photocopies
Fade away in the crowd of faces
That should all be me
You make me think
That everything that I have ever done
Has been just part of something
That I’ve fought against all along
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11. |
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Maybe it hurts to hear, my friend,
But there’s nothing here to save us from the fading
We’re in this together, but all alone in our pain
They wanna make our voices die away
In a world like this we got no names.
We’re hidden in the emptiness,
And there's nothing we can sense
Can you hear the endless questions in your mind?
Can you feel the power to give the answers,
And stop being a serial number?
I’m locked up in a mirror, I feel the splinters in my eyes,
But I can’t bleed to paint the world red, everything is white
Sometimes I see the face never gets older, I would scratch my eyes out
To kill this lie, to kill this fear, to kill this life
Can you hear the endless questions in your mind?
Can you feel the power to give the answers,
And stop being a serial number?
In this place we cannot find the way out,
Just keep telling ourselves to hold on
We try to get back our real names,
But this world wants us to be erased
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12. |
Got No Self
04:09
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I tried all the ways I could be truly happy
But the world I created won’t let me go, it’s here just to drown me
Monster
I turn into a monster
I’m gonna be the monster of condemnation, the monster of desperation,
The monster for the treachery, the monster for the love and hatred
I got no self, I just got too many faces
I got no self, I just got too many faces, that I don’t wanna be
I got no self, I just got too many faces
I got no self, I just got too many lives that I don’t wanna live
You know the rock and roll scapegoat who makes you shocked,
But you can’t see the dreaming child who doesn’t wanna grow up
And you know really nothing at all
You can’t see how every day I fall
Monster
I turn into a monster
I’m gonna be the monster of condemnation, the monster of desperation,
The monster for the treachery, the monster for what I feel
I am everything you’ll never wanna be
I am done by the blades inside of me
I got no self, I just got too many faces
I got no self, I just got too many faces, that I don’t wanna be
I got no self, I just got too many faces
I got no self, I just got too many lives that I don’t wanna live
Why is everyone who matters to me taken away by destiny?
Why do all the beautiful things become a shitty junk in the hands of me?
Why all the hate? Why all the love? What good is my heart? And the lack thereof?
All the time I believe in things that again and again make me fucked up
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13. |
Angel in My Hell
04:27
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I tried to kill my heart
I wanted to scratch out my eyes
I was alone with my scars
And alone with my lies
You were my sweetest dream
As well as my darkest fear
But now that you’re here with me
I can’t tell you what I feel
When I was empty you filled me up, and I found myself again
Lost in the sea of your eyes
When you’re close to me nothing else matters, the fire burns,
But I don’t care, you are the Angel in my Hell
I tried to hide,
But you find the way to make me be myself
I was blind,
But you shine and help me walk the line
And now my only fault is that I can’t be myself without you
My only fault is I can’t be without you
When you’re away
I feel like a truncated voodoo doll
Can’t bleed and cry anymore… anymore
I build you step by step
From all the things I love
Please, just don’t fall apart
I need you to hold on
I feel so disconcerted
These feelings merged our pieces
I don’t know where you end and where I begin,
But if you were only a dream then I’d just want to sleep again
When I was empty you filled me up, and I found myself again
Lost in the sea of your eyes
When you’re close to me nothing else matters, the fire burns,
But I don’t care, you are the Angel in my Hell
I tried to hide,
But you find the way to make me be myself
I was blind,
But you shine and help me walk the line
And now my only fault is that I can’t be myself without you
My only fault is I can’t be without you
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14. |
Purgatory
04:33
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Here I stand at the end of all questions
Now I see the dreadful connections
Everything has started to rot away
And there’s no way… to hide
I’m the cancer of my own life
I’ve a million sores I disguise
I’m nothing but a worm…
One, two, three… Now I’m gonna
Burn, burn, burn, burn, burn, burn…
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15. |
Out There
04:22
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You’re trying to break my wings off, people,
But I’m flying higher
I’m repressed by liars, preachers, whores and vampires,
But I’m flying higher
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Dr. Melancholia Budapest, Hungary
Dr. Melancholia is a Hungarian band that was founded in 2005 by Vikki Ricci. The current line-up is:
Vikki Ricci –
vocals
Cider Williams – guitars
Dan Dalton – bass
Rob Jonas – drums
The band doesn’t catagorize itself but they’re mostly defined as industrial rock, alternative rock, and shock rock. Their main concept is a socially critical, rebellious attitude in contrast to sham rebellion.
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